Happy valentines day Leland!
Thank you pinterest! My wedding lighting will be sooo cheap and DIY :) :) <3
Dear Master List,
You kill my drawing drive…
It has been less than a week since I let the world know I am ready to live my life with, the love of my life, Leland Bowman.
I can’t explain how unexpected it is that the people I use to hold highest in life wouldn’t be happy for me. The truth is that nobody will ever understand a situation until they are in it. It is ridiculous how many well wishes I have sent people in the past and expected to receive the same courteous behavior. Even if they don’t mean it. That may sound bad, selfish, whatever, but that is how I feel. I deserve to happy and I deserve a little respect when I make choices that are this important.
My whole life I have dated and dated and watched ALL of my friends date douche bags and we all made excuses for that behavior because we “loved” them. If my “friends” we’re around for this time in my life they would realize that this is something else. They would realize that the relationships they have been in aren’t everything they thought they are, and they would realize that the person they make excuses for, don’t love them the way someone could.
Leland has opened my eyes to the way a relationship is suppose to be. He gives me love, kindness, and puts me and my happiness in front of his own. He helps me overcome my bad habits hair pulling etc.. and he loves everything about me. The good the bad and the ugly. And I love him equally.
From now on out I can only assume that people who aren’t happy for me are jealous. Or confused about their own life.
So unexpectedly, after writing this, I care a lot less about how haters feel now.
Love couldn’t possibly get any better.